Veränderungen gehören zum Leben

"Wer rastet, der rostet."

"Wer niemals anfängt, wird auch nie etwas zustande bringen."

Das sind die Sprichwörter, die mich immer wieder verändern, weil sie irgendwann einfach immer wieder passen. Wenn ich mich nicht verändere, so bleib ich immer gleich und dem werd ich schnell überdrüssig.
Vor einem Jahr hab ich seit langem meine innere Stimme beachtet und es ging mir gut. Nach einigen komplikationen hab ich sie wieder tief in meinem Inneren vergraben. Nun ist sie wieder da, spricht zu mir, gibt mir Halt. Und mir gehts gut.
Selbst wenn ich allein bin, einsam bin ich nicht, denn ich hab meinen guten Freund, mich, der mir zur Seite steht wenn ich es wünsche und der mir zurückhilft auf den rechten Pfad.
Ich bin mehr ein Denker als ein Handler, doch das ändert sich von Zeit zu Zeit. Wenn man sich nicht ändert, bleibt man gleich und dem wird man schnell überdrüssig.
Das hab ich schon oft erkannt und oft wieder verdrängt.

Persönlichkeiten sind wie ein Fluss, sie fließen immer weiter, bis jemand einen Damm baut. Doch das Wasser staut sich auf, bis es irgendwann den Damm durchbricht. Doch man muss Acht geben, wen das aufgestaute Wasser nährt.

FINALLY!! New haircut!!

I just came home from some friends dancing lesson! It was really cool!
They did some kind of hiphop dancing. I used to do breakdance when I was young so I was very interested in this dance lesson and I decided to dance with them next time!
But I feel kind of lost in that thought because I haven't danced like that for about 5 or 6 years.
Well I think I will get into it again. Unfortunately, I won't be able to become a permanent member in that dance group because I don't have the money for it.. it's only about 20€ but nontheless, I can't afford it.

Yesterday I went to the hairdresser to get my hair cut... FINALLY
I will get some new colors this week too!
here are the pics!

twilight

Today/Yesterday was very very... dunno

we held a party for Chiwus birthday, but it wasn't that great. We started the party at about 1a.m. and finished maybe 4 or 5 a.m. Then i slept until 11 a.m. I went home, to the computer, to hear the twilight audio book. Since I don't have the book yet, there's no other possibility to get to know that book.
I wanted to finish reading/hearing the book before watching the movie so while I listened to the book, I decided to lay down on the couch and relax a bit. After about an hour I drifted away into a deep sleep. It was about 4 p.m. when I woke up because of the ringing telephone. (Dang I hate that phone...)
I brought it to my mom and went staight to bed.
I was kinda depressed because I didn't know where I stopped listening to the story but it didn't prevent me from sleeping again.
I woke up again at 8:30 p.m. knowing that I won't be able to sleep at normal times today.
So I spent time with surfing the internet and I ended up watchng the movie of twilight... I'm such a weak person.

I hope everyone had a good time at Nhungs ball tonight. I said I wouldn't come because I was pretty sure our bands singer would spend the night at my house again and I would've been in a tricky situation then.
Well he had to work longer so he wasn't able to come this Saturday. But he promised to come on Sunday. Last time he took the wrong train...
I really hope that he will come because I want to have a proper band practise again..
Plus I'll finally get my hair cut. I'm so looking forward to that.

random stuff

I've been ill for some days now because it's really cold at the moment. I still feel cold, but I just walked home from McDonalds. Maybe I'll get my ears infected again... the right one currently feels like bleeding.

Today we were visiting a house in which we probably want to live. it's allright and not far away from my current home (about 10-15 metres actually...haha)
but I'm gonna have 2 small rooms when we get the house. I hope there's enough space in one of them for my big bed.
We'll have to paint the walls because they have totally aweful colors like bright green or bright pink...

presentation and physics test

ookay today I held my presentation, I was half asleep actually and I'm still utterly tired. But I think I did well, that presentation was very easy for me actually because I am a big fan of visual kei, as you know ;D
So I was able to talk about 25 minutes without any papernotes.
And guess what, I've got an A grade! haha pwned! XD
At the end I played this video, it's a live version of Silly God Disco by Gazette



The people in my class were kind of irritated because all the pictures I showed to them looked like girls. I agree, it's hard to see if it's a guy or a girl if you're not used to such looks.

well some of them laughed while the video, I think it was because the singer's voice seemed funny through the microphone (and because of the guitarists thighs! I'm 100% sure about that XD)

I'm not sure how good I did in the physics test... but I gave my best and I hope it was good enough for a good grade

I'm gonna go to bed now, I'm tired as hell *yawn*

Messing around with Haduri

time

GWAR! FUCKIN TIME IS TOO SHORT!!
it's almost fuckin 8 p.m., I have to write a test and hold a presentation tomorrow and guess what... I didn't do ANYTHING at all.
Today I spent some time buying new hairspray, wax and sitting in front of the fuckin computer.
then I started to do my fuckin homework and I'm fuckin still not done! (`A´
I spent an hour on maths, 20 minutes on french and i just skipped English because it sucks!
I'm gonna skip German too, fuck it
I'll write it in the break between 4th and 5th lesson.
And I fuckin have to write some maths too in those 10 minutes!
Damn this is gonna be a fuckin stressed day tomorrow...
I'm really stressed right now, so I use the word fuck quite often... sorry
and the dumbass who is me is sitting in front of the computer again instead of learning!
I'm gonna go learn now... (gnah... I'm hungry...)

Toilet pic

At Mac Donan

自由人-Freygeist- NEWS

Today I did the last changes on one of our songs. Since our singer couldn't be at the last few band rehearsals, he didn't know anything about a new song at all. But today I sent him the new song, so now he's able to think about lyrics and stuff.
I'm really keen on hearing the full song!
I'm sure you'll like it!

Looking forward to tomorrows band rehearsal <3
See ya soon!

Wodka Gorbatschow Citron

This Wodka tastes like dish liquid! REALLY X_x
You have to be drunk to be able to drink it haha

Well today was somewhat okay. I was quite active in school, working on the subject in every lesson.
We had the first aid course today again. At first I wanted to skip it but then I decided to go after all.
I used the time to do homework while the little kids who are new to that course tried to bind their partners in bandages.

I wanted to drive with Reyo's dad back home but when I came out they seemed to be gone already.
After half an hour of waiting and a phone call I started my walk back home.

After about and hour at home, I went the way back again because I wanted to go to the doc. Now I have a date with the doc (hrhr) on the 17th February at 4p.m.

In the evening I continued the work on my presentation cause it has to be finished by Monday.
Since the subject is Visual Kei, I wanted to put in some cospay pics. I wanted to compare japanese and european cosplayers.... But I think that would be too mean so I let go of that idea.

I've got the last lesson off tomorrow and I hope it will be a relaxed day.

By the way, random pics!

New photo of myself

That's Armin (18) and Tung (22)

Notice the beard! XD

school

School starts again... it's 6:21 now and I'm sitting in front of the computer drinking orange juice and waiting for the water to get warm.

today I have
French
social studies
English
physics
German
maths

and afterwards I'll go to the dance lesson.
Damn I still don't have dance shoes.

See ya around.

New Keyboard

I've got a new keyboard for my computer!
it has 3 Space-keys and you have to tip right in the middle of the keys otherwise they won't react.
the cool thing is: YOU CAN FOLD IT! Really! haha
Here are some pics:


I'm going to practise writing with this new keyboard now, see ya~

A Friend's visit

Okay I haven't posted any news lately because Kei~chan visited me from the 2nd to the 5th January.
So let's see, what have we done:

Friday:
Kei arrived, we ate a lot and watched "AZUMI", I totally LOVE that movie! Have you seen the guy in white with the long hair? He's totally awesome, I like his character, he's like a child~
In the evening we went to German friends, drank a bit, smoked waterpipe, talked and laughed with them.

Saturday:
We watched "AZUMI 2 - Love or Death". The title is kinda stupid and doesn't make sense at all. You'll know when you watched the movie.
If you want to watch these movies and know German, then go to http://anime-loads.org/asia-movies/azumi.html
In the evening some vietnamese friends came to my house and we had a little party. Kei and I bought some drinks and alcohol for the party for about 30€. I lost quite a bit of money because nobody wanted to pay and said "I won't drink because of this and that.."
In the end nobody was really drunk but we had fun. My mom said I should stop and tell the people to go home at about 2 a.m.
Thoey was feeling bad and slept on the couch.
Chris stayed over the night and we talked a lot after the party. Kei was tired and wanted to go to bed but Chris always told her to stay here haha. It was quite funny.
We stayed up until about 7 a.m.
Then Chris wanted to sleep, so now it was our turn to keep him from sleeping because we were awake at that time.
Then he went to the couch and slept there.

Sunday:
Chris left quite early, Kei and I slept some longer (actually only I slept because Kei wasn't able to)
We were getting ready for band practise and waited for Reyo~ to come with us.
Unfortunately our singer wasn't here again... He really needs to come more often, but he has to do so much for work.
Kei was so tired that she lied on the couch, almost sleeping while the band was pracising the new song.
In the evening we watched "PULP FICTION" because I've never seen the movie before.
It really is a genius movie, I really lacked that one.

Monday:
Kei drove home at 11 a.m.
At the moment I'm listening to music and think about what to do today.
Some of the Viets are in Munich now but I didn't want to come with them.
I could write my presentation for school. I have to prepare a presentation about VISUAL KEI until next Monday.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

LET'S ROCK 2009 ALL TOGETHER!