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Right now, I'm feeling really weird, it's a mixture of so many feelings.
I'm so tired because of the party yesterday, I'm angry at myself and I'm feeling not so fine because of some other things. But that's life, you always have to go on.

Finally, Christmas is over! Well.. not yet, but the annoying part is over! Maybe, I'll be able to like Christmas next year a bit, who knows?

Actually, I'm a pretty lazy boy and I usually don't like writing about things that happen to me or even writing at all. I never used to update my blog regulary.
But I think it's become different since I've got the blog on blogger.com, don't ask me why.

I can be a very shy guy too, what I am most of the time. I don't like talking about feelings and stuff because it makes me weak and stuff... nevermind.
Well, I'm writing this post because I am utterly bored and, like I said, feeling weird.

I always try not to go to a doctor if it isn't REALLY necessary... Well, today I talked to my mom and she said I should go see the doc. My dad has been saying that for months and I always ignored it... But not my mom starts telling the same thing and now I feel somewhat painful because I want it to get better, but I don't want to see the doc. Ah I hate it.
I decided on going to see the doc on Monday, about 8 or 9 a.m.
I hope he can make things alright and that it'll be over soon... really soon.

I think it's a good thing actually... seeing the doc... I really want to because I think, after that, I can achieve something I really want.
So I want to see the doc as soon as possible. I'm ashamed of myself.

Well that's part of my feeling-mix, the rest is something I don't want to talk about, but I'm sure everyone knows what it feels like, when something feels really good but not that good at the same moment.

Teenage problems? haha~..

Okay I think that's it for now.

Take care~